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Sunday, December 21, 2014

Uncovered

This is for you. This is for the day dreamers and the night workers.

This is for the New Yorkers living by Times Square during New Years.




This is for the teenagers who couldn't focus during class.

This is for the people who thought life would be better with out you.

This is for you.

This is for the girls who go to the bathroom 5 times a day just to make sure every single strand of hair on their head is perfectly placed. 





You look gorgeous.

This is for the young and the damaged.

This is for the one a.m. texts every night with you.

This is for you.

This is for the instagram's, facebook's, tumblr's, & blogs that don't get noticed.

This is for you. The quite girl sitting at the lunch table by herself. 

This is for the people who sit in the commons during school.

This is for the teens who stay home on a Friday night because they know there will be drugs and alcohol at the party.

This is for you.

This is for the people that are scared of their parents.

This is for the underdogs.

This is for the ups and downs you have in every relationship.

This is for you.

This is for the kids who think they can't. 

This is for all the yesterdays and all the today's that are to come.




This is for US. May we forget our differences and just be who we are.

This is for us because we deserve to be heard.

This is for me, because I need it just as much as you do.

This is for me because I deserve to be happy.

This is for you, me, & us, because we deserve to be who we are.

Sunday, December 14, 2014

i remember

I remember all the inside jokes we had.

I remember laughing so hard or stomachs were sore for days afterwards.

I remember the innocence i had as a kid.



I remember sitting by my bedroom door listening to your conversations, and yelling, then crying to myself because i was scared.

I remember thinking and hoping that 10(67+12) would be the hardest math ever got.

I remember the ups and downs that came with everything we did together.

I remember those countless texts you sent me me everyday, that turned into just memories of people that were once friends.

I remember the brightness you put in me that could light up an entire room.

I remember when the sunset looked like the most beautiful mushroom cloud.



I remember my first grade crush.

I remember the feelings you gave me when i would see you in the hall and you said hi. I remember the nickname you gave me even though people told you not to call me that.

I remember all the yesterdays like they are today.

I remember you telling me to do something only to do the opposite.

I remember the days where i wished i was 35 with my life all figured out, and the other days i wished i was 5 with my whole life still ahead of me.

I remember the deep conversations we had every night and not wanting them to disappear.

I still remember the times i wish we had together.




Sunday, December 7, 2014

Thirteen reasons.


“You don’t know what goes on in anyone’s life but your own. And when you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re not messing with just that part. Unfortunately, you can’t be that precise and selective. When you mess with one part of a person’s life, you’re messing with their entire life. Everything. . . affects everything.” 


“You can't stop the future
You can't rewind the past
The only way to learn the secret
...is to press play.” 



“Soul Alone by Hannah Baker

I meet your eyes
you don't even see me
You hardly respond
when I whisper
hello
Could be my soul mate
two kindred spirits
Maybe we're not
I guess we'll never
know

My own mother
you carried me in you
Now you see nothing
but what I wear
People ask you
how I'm doing
You smile and nod
don't let it end
there

Put me
underneath God's sky and 
know me
don't just see me with your eyes
Take away
this mask of flesh and bone and
See me
for my soul

alone” 

we are.

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